Listen up before I say this. I'm dying inside and this is NOT a break-up announcement.
Now listen to this...
It was kinda hard telling Mango. I'm still kinda crying at the moment, and I've been trying to hide it as I'm going through school. I kinda hate myself for saying those things. I kinda want to take it back... I just... maybe a multi-numbered relationship WOULD work for me. I'm just kinda breaking down now as I type this in. I love ALL of you, and I wish I came more clean on this website than I was worrying about my own confidence. That's just it. I just hate myself, laying my head on my school desks as these thoughts swirl around my head. I feel as if I'll never actually get a real date irl. I know that Fritz wants to talk to me via digital ways but it's kinda... complicated. I don't know what to do. I'm confused, angry, sad, almost every emotion is consuming me. I hate myself...