Hey, in the wanderings of my mind I remembered that I'm lonely. With that my mind went upset and angry and I feel the need to vent somewhere. I'm doing so here.
A lot of the time when the subject of me finding someone else is brought up in real life I get the same lines. "I'm sure you will find someone", "You're a nice guy, someone will fall for you", "You're a handsome young man, you'll find someone". Initially it was encouraging, the thought "yes, I will find love one day for sure!" but as time goes on and I keep hearing these lines I've started thinking "Oh really, why hasn't someone yet?" or "Then why aren't you the one?" and other thoughts along those lines.
I don't want to be alone. I occasionally wonder why I still am. How do I change this? And it just has me kind of sad and wanting a hug right now, but I'm a little sick at the moment so I'm not going and getting hugs.
I don't know if anyone will bother reading this, if you do, thanks for reading my grievances. Imagining that someone's out there seeing this and understanding makes things... more bearable.