Heavy time? Heavy time. #dailysong
School fucking sucks. Classmates fucking suck. And the only thing that sucks more are the adults who can look at the mental torture going on around them and act like it’s no big deal. I was bullied constantly growing up. I was picked on and called names and I would lash out and then I was the one who got in trouble. Why? Cause I made them shut up. Something the adults could never do. What was I told? Don’t sweat the small stuff. Let it go. Sticks and stones. And god help me, I took the advice. I took every ounce of pain and suffering and I pushed it so far down I’m still digging it up. I thought maybe if I stopped showing the pain, things would get better. Well, it didn’t. So I thought maybe it’d be better if I stopped feeling. I came close. I came damn close at times. Then they took it seriously. Then they realized maybe they could be doing more. Then they tried to do something to make the pain go away. I’m not doing this whole thing on Facebook for a reason. There are people I know who I don’t want knowing how I feel. They don’t get to know what they did to me. They don’t get to know the damage they’ve done, cause then they’ll try to fix it. And they’ve “fixed” enough. So here I am. Silently screaming hoping someone hears yet no one tries to help. Cause I’m done with getting help. I just want to release the piles of shit that built up for so long. To anyone reading, if you see this and you ever tell your kid “Don’t sweat the small stuff” you can go jump off a cliff for all I care. And be aware that any harm that comes to your kids from that point on is partially on you. Remember that I may have made it out, but so many don’t. Take this seriously.
“We didn’t go to school in fairy tales. We went to school in all the gory details of a horror story while monsters made us victims of their comedy. We, the recipients of their punchlines, they hung insults around our necks like signs inviting anyone to join in. Their words were invisible ink, that they tattooed upon our skin.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?....v=lsi3OVk4BFw&ab
School fucking sucks. Classmates fucking suck. And the only thing that sucks more are the adults who can look at the mental torture going on around them and act like it’s no big deal. I was bullied constantly growing up. I was picked on and called names and I would lash out and then I was the one who got in trouble. Why? Cause I made them shut up. Something the adults could never do. What was I told? Don’t sweat the small stuff. Let it go. Sticks and stones. And god help me, I took the advice. I took every ounce of pain and suffering and I pushed it so far down I’m still digging it up. I thought maybe if I stopped showing the pain, things would get better. Well, it didn’t. So I thought maybe it’d be better if I stopped feeling. I came close. I came damn close at times. Then they took it seriously. Then they realized maybe they could be doing more. Then they tried to do something to make the pain go away. I’m not doing this whole thing on Facebook for a reason. There are people I know who I don’t want knowing how I feel. They don’t get to know what they did to me. They don’t get to know the damage they’ve done, cause then they’ll try to fix it. And they’ve “fixed” enough. So here I am. Silently screaming hoping someone hears yet no one tries to help. Cause I’m done with getting help. I just want to release the piles of shit that built up for so long. To anyone reading, if you see this and you ever tell your kid “Don’t sweat the small stuff” you can go jump off a cliff for all I care. And be aware that any harm that comes to your kids from that point on is partially on you. Remember that I may have made it out, but so many don’t. Take this seriously.
“We didn’t go to school in fairy tales. We went to school in all the gory details of a horror story while monsters made us victims of their comedy. We, the recipients of their punchlines, they hung insults around our necks like signs inviting anyone to join in. Their words were invisible ink, that they tattooed upon our skin.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?....v=lsi3OVk4BFw&ab
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Pawsry Hamktxchuzhni
That, to make sure they know, hey, you're a precious being there, don't do silly things, don't die, don't feel alone because you are not. Because me is there willing to be with you and go through together.
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