I know its been a hard year and especially this week for me and my own since the passing of a certain loved one but I am so sick of waking up to the noise of everyone else and feeling sick to my core from all these anxiety attacks due to lack of sleep, not being able to live out life the way I want to or some other reason. I've even had to turn down a night job since the beginning of the year as a result. It doesn't help that my circadian clock is pretty much fucked. This is no way to live and no quality of life. The mental and physical toll it has taken on me is real.

Also holy shit there are so many pissheads in my neighborhood. All I've been hearing is the clashing of bottles all morning from the garbage truck.

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