I really feel like I'm unwanted everywhere I go people might talk to me but I always get the feeling they don't want to talk to me or I think I'm bothering them, that I'm just a nuisance. I always arrive at these same thoughts every time and when people try to help me I feel like I'm taking up their time they never understand me truly and it makes me sad to think no one can help me to the point where I should just leave this world behind not like there is much here for me anyways. I try my hardest to be happy but I always return to knowing I'm not I haven't been for a long time. I feel like all I can do to make people like me is by making them feel bad for me I mean what worth does that give me? Not much.

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