I am so sick and tired of pretending as if I have my behavior under control- I really don’t. For the longest time, I wouldn’t admit that I have problems, but it all ends now. I don’t want to have these rapidly changing moods. I don’t want to have an “all or nothing” mindset. I’m tired of acting like I know everything. I’m tired of acting as if I’m perfect and that I’m tired of being such a snowflake. All this is why I have a habit of pushing people away rather than bringing them close to me as friends- I’m at the point where people are like smoke (they only want to be in my presence for so long before I push them away out of habit). I am also tired of being a horny piece of shit. I NEED TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AND GET MY SHIT TOGETHER. THIS ENDS NOW.

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