I have been diagnosed with manic depression and schizophrenia and I have been up all night crying... My best friend died in my arms... I hallucinate all of the friends that have died... I dream of a perfect life, where i'm loved... there's a time i remember... i felt no pain... i nearly joined my friend in the same way they died... slit wrists... i've lost all emotion... i have no reason to be here... i'm hated... destined to break friendships... i've lost this battle... i'm sorry to all who have been caused pain by me... being an empath sucks... i don't want to live anymore... i... i have lost...

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