By "Mine", I mean my humanity

my therapist doesn't think it's bad- they just think that I do it too much

Therapist and doctors can be foolish at times. When I was at the psych hospital and was about to leave in a few days, I was having outbursts because a few of the patients were harassing me. The "genius" doctor told me, "I think these outbursts are due to the fact that you don't want to leave" and I fucking flipped my shit. I cried for 15 minutes, repeatedly telling her that I wanted to go home and that I was having outburts due to some of the patients being dicks to me, and she kept saying, "no, I have a feeling it's because you don't want to leave" until she finally said that it's because of the other patients. I fucking hate it when doctors think they know everything. Being in a psych hospital for seven months, being punched repeatedly, verbally abused, being told daily I'm going to hell and that I'm a whore/harlot by a patient with religion-based delusions (i dressed modestly and didnt talk act or even behave sexual at all. Plus I'm asexual lol) and abusive staff made me act out, but BY ALL MEANS, assume it'a because I didn't want to leave. Go ahead, dumb doctor bitch.

Sorry for my vent. =(

You have to have both. Reality and real life is an important thing but everyone needs to escape now and then. This attitude you have that humanity is against you is unhealthy because it’s not against you